Anxiety crying anger. Fell vry lonely!

I feel vry lonely and unloved. I get angry at the smallest of reasons. Cant control my anger. I spoil things formyaelf when i get angry. Dont talk much at home. Recently married for a year now. All this started mainly after marriage. Because things at my place and now after marriage are vry doffrent. Used to work before marriage. I dnt work anymore. Constant mood swings. Anything happens i start talking negative and keep magn continuosly To my husband. Because i feel he is nt able to understnd me. I stay alone alone. Dnt like meeting much people. Dont want anybody to control my life. I cry for the smallst of reasons. And i cry a lot. Feel like runing away or suicidal. But i wont evr do that. But just a feeling. Feel like wvrybdy here hates me. At my place was treated so nicely and loved. At work also was doing vry good. Right now studying. But nt able to concentrate. Dont know nothing is helping out. I feel my husband doesnt spend enough time woth me or love me enough. Fell vry lonely