I am a school dropout. Help me. ty.

Hello doctor. I am a school dropout. I discontinued my studies right after 10 th std. due to lack of interest and I'm also a victim of constant bullying. So these things forced me to withdraw myself from school. But now only I came to know that I had a made a big mistake by discontinuing my studies. I have no financial background. I belong to a lower middle class family. I have no friends. These days it very hard to find a school dropout. Everybody are studying these days at least up to UG. I love cricket very much. Cricket is my only interest in life. Right from my childhood, I dreamt of becoming a cricketer someday. I love the game very much. I haven't even enrolled myself into a cricket academy so far. But simply I'm dreaming to become a cricketer. Sometimes I feel that I am over ambitious. What should be my next plan in life. Doctor, I need your help badly. I'm aware that problems could not be solved at this platform but your single advice could change my life. Please help me. Ty.