Lost reason to live. I see 1 way, death.

Hey in life at some point or other you have to accept it as acceptance makes you feel better and don't make you anxious. There are several issues in lives of people and we always see that our issue is the worst one but you need to see at other people's life as people have many difficulties and they don't have any other option as they have no control over it. You are educated and mature and can take charge of your life as and when required. You are not bound to follow others. But first of all you have to accept your life the way it is and then think how can you make it better as to come out of depression you have to start accepting things. Be positive think positive, look at others who are helpless and can't change their lives. Being educated you can earn money as and when required. Take stand in your life and work hard to make it better. You can take help of counselling and homeopathy as both of them would help you well

Distract yourself, think positive

Try yoga and meditation and don't skip meals