Paranoia? Nt coz of anxiety or anythin.

Wud like 2 ask your suggestion! I hv neva been man enuf 2 face situations(e.g. Face my girlfriend's(rich) dad as I think I wanted her bcoz I was thinkin tat if I become rich I cud make dis place a betta place or just showed in rich gals den just leave dem wen I got 2 no she was not rich enuf 2 get der). I took up snooker quite seriously! I'm a very interestin playa 2 play a snooker frame wid or watch me playin (people call me 2 say they are takin a stands 2 play a shot like me). My dad used 2 tell me tat it was a rich man's game and I shouldn be indulgin in dem. I was Neva scared coz I wanted 2 take these risks if I wanted 2 make a difference but since 16/06/17 I have stopped smokin weed(smoked like .2 gms after 6 months jus thinkin tarway I will quit once 4 all) wid da help of some antidepressants wich was prescribd by a cert. doc however hearin voices which I think is real n nt coz of anxiety or anythin. Dey say it is a medical condition when 1 don't believ in cops, I can't acept dis