I have a daughter who is now 2 years & 10 months old.
I think I went through PPD (clinically not proven, since I never consulted a specialist)
From the last few months now, whenever my daughter touches me, I feel agitated. I sometimes scolded her. But most of the time I go into thinking mode.
Is it PPD?
I am getting too peak on my emotions whether it be good or bad that's effecting me mentally a lot and I couldn't deal with those anymore... What do I do? I am even having problems with my frnds and can't share anything with my family and I tried connecting with strangers but they gave me extra trauma..
It may not always be their fault but I am over expecting things and getting heart broken in the end... Though I need not be at all... I know the reason but still couldn't change myself I don't know why.. And what is even wrong with me.. I feel I am not lovable and nobody will ever like me too
I have severe hate and anger on my father as he is very harsh and cruel on my granny. He everyday used to shout everyone in the house for silly reasons. His harsh voice is giving me ache not only to my ear but even my heart and brain also. My mother is always in the favour of my father and doesn't stopping him to do so. Whenever I tried to explain on this to my mother, she always used to ignore my explanation. I know it is not my business to interfere in household problems, so I continously kept quiet since childhood. But my heart is crying always that why my father is so harsh. He used to give badwords to her for no reasons everyday and talk with her in very worst manner. I hate my parents due to this but still, I can't able to do anything for my granny. Due to this, my mind got imbalanced & I am dealing with severe anger and depression and waiting for justice. Am I wrong? I can't able to see this now and I am fed up of my life because, my mind and heart are not letting me to bear.
I'm always stress, angry , shouting, worry to much , easily get emotional, and angry ,cry a lot ,always in tense, it's been 1 year a, I'm always angry , and stress in my head , I never feel relaxed, nothing makes me happy anymore, also having hard time in sleeping..am I going crazy?
Hlo dr, can you review my ecg report and say is it normal or not... I am worried that if I have something wrong...plz say .