U indeed seem to be suffering from depressive symptoms. However more clarity is needed regarding your problem. Are you able to concentrate in things? Is this your first episode? I would be more than happy to help you come out of it. Some counselling and if needed medical help might be needed for you.
Next Steps
You would benefit from a psychiatric consultation. You can directly consult with me through Practo. Online chat consultation is also available.
Health Tips
Please seek immediate professional assistance if you get suicidal thoughts.