Ive had clinical depression for 2 yrs now and now I feel emotionally numb,constantly paranoid about things,have phases of extreme high/low mood with few Normal phases.I have difficulty connecting with other people and I feel like nothing happening is real;if I don't talk to a person for a while I feel I was imagining them all along.I feel like noone likes me and that I'm unlovable and unlikable,like I have no friends even though there are people who love me but I find it hard to believe them.