Hi greetings.. You have used a not-so-good- to-use cream and this had done major harm. It has made you dependant on it and probably even harmed your skin texture. Please see a dermatologist first. Your skin texture and tone can be treated with simple creams, procedures and sunscreen although it may take longer than the cream that you used but would be safer and better. Refrain from using over the counter cosmetics and creams since you already have sufficiently damaged skin. You'll definitely benefit from professional advise and consultation. Or you could also send in your pics on private chat. Hope this helps.