I understand that u are going through a very tough situation. But everything is changes over time.You hv to be very patience. You have to take immediate Mental health management. You can Consult Psychologist or Me online or offline and take proper help.We can find ur cause behind such messing up and find a suitable solution. We r with u.

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It's better to consult a psychologist either online or offline for more clarity and understanding about yourself. I think, you might get a clarity about yourself and your future.