Self love n phobias. What people say.

These days iam overating people around me n feeling myself inferior. I could see everyone's life flowing but not mine. Iam feeling that I stopped some where n there isn't any flow in life . What people are thinking about me is another issue i cant stop thinking on. Some unstoppable chanter in my brain always n i could concentrate much on studies. Of all these my biggest fear is to pose infront of camera n to see my self in photos as i dont look good in them . I photos i look like another person n thats what people say too that i look good outside than in photos. Iam more comfortable alone n i only prefer looking in the mirror of my room , if iam outside i avoid mirrors as i feel it wouldn't be as i was in my room' mirror. All these camera fear , comparison with others n what people think of me is making me avoid social gatherings. I want to be confident n love myself n live this life happily caring not what people say.