Psychological Counselling

My mother is suffering from forgetfulness and mental health issues. She can only speak bengali. I need a Bengali speaking doctor . Also wanted to know if home visit is possible.

I had opted for a session in person with a psychiatrist, I told them about my issues about panic regarding  fear of death, some issues were of social anxiety, she prescribed me a Escnx-5mg, some of the anxiety is calmed, she also told she would be counselling me but whenever I tell her my issues she says medicine will work and changing the routine will work, after 10 days, i again went at her clinic and told that even After taking meds for a week, I'm unable to get rid of panic i want to improve personality, I tell her that something always bother me but there isn't any specific reason, she just says that I need to change routine and continue meds, she is sweet and  listens but I'm looking for someone who understands deeper and root issues, why I have it, I know death is inevitable and nothing can be done which is the same thing she told me but I was unable to understand this is why I considered professional help. I'm looking for personality development help,skills ..need advice.

I have a phobia of eating and sleeping .both things I am unable to do there is constant thought of something happening to me.

I don't feel like eating anything .my weight is reducing . thoughts keep coming to me.i want help how should I start eating

I am unable to sleep.because thoughts keep coming to me someone will kidnap in my sleep and I will not be able to come home

I have anxiety though I keep coming without any stop no matter I don't want to think but still it keeps coming

I have attached my fear of cancer in the image. Please guide me doctors, what should I do. I want to cry so badly.

I can't make friends and even if I do I can't keep them. After some time they tend to ignore me, despite me trying being nice to them. Our interests don't match but still I try to engage with them. But they avoid me. In fact my friends replace me with people i introduce them with them I'm a student and this situation is hampering my mental we'll being I don't know how to cope. Im getting anxious day by day and am loosing will for anything.

Whenever I hear or read some news about the death of someone with some cause like tumour or attack I get worried automatically and feel the same symptoms in my body and then I get scared more what should I do for this..

My mother is a very bad narcissist. She always abuses me. Always shows she's superior and always keeps me hyperalert. I cannot spend even one minute in joy. The moment she sees me in joy she starts torturing me emotionally. Always shouts, is unavailable, belittles me and has never shown any love. She wants to change me. How can I change the behaviour of a narc person?